At yesterday’s door

And a breakfast long past

Returns to sicken the present

A feeling of euphoria tears

Into pieces from those moments

Murder of the mind

It’s all just contempt

In a place that no longer exists

And if I were lost

There was no one to guide me back

There were no angels

To see if all would be settled

Yes I don’t believe

In the omnipotent riff

You place the universe in

Leave it all undone

Let it all unfurl insane

Nothing else matters

Nothing else exists

Nothing else wants

Shalimar Shalimar

Lost in the thread of a star.

I wish you would call

I have not the strength

I’ll give in to you is all

Never mind the time’s length

Since we last spoke

You thought only lies

Come from the old man who broke

And torn stunned and cries

The truth is worse than the lies

The lie is still preferred

The fallacy gives cause to cry

The truth of a malignancy inferred

And the weight of it

Crushes my breath, my tears

With mental bargain and fits

Hidden from all and self all these years

Now alone again to begin

A new from the old chagrin.

This Old sorrow tiresome

Wearisome churns anxiety

To the heart of living

Thread of fear

Slips into every action

The silence between heartbeats

Is the thread of fear

Of The culmination of things dark

I’m not left with such

Turning a world

Upside down

And empties all.